Math Problems

The countdown to insanity has begun. 7 days. Actually, more like 6. No, it's a little over 5. Whatever. Let's try that again. First, we'll strike that entire botched introduction from existence by putting a line through it.


Yes, that's better. That's much better than simply erasing it. Absolutely. Wait, now I have to do the same thing to this whole section. I'm starting fresh so I can't be making comments and sarcastic observations about my last failed attempt because there supposedly wasn't one. Ok. Again with the careless edit.

The countdown to insanity is really unnecessary since I'm pretty much already there and always have been. But, in a little over 5 days, things will get really crazy. How exciting. I timed myself today and even with traffic at its worst - thank you, unmovable public school transport - it still only takes about 15 minutes to get to work. And that's without exceeding the posted speed limit! Amazing! I might only have to purchase fuel once a week. That is the best. I'm looking very forward to that.

In other news... I think I've spoken to my entire family this week at some point. I can't believe it and you definitely shouldn't. I talked to most of them. Ok, fine. I talked to more than one of them this week. I actually spoke to... 6 members of my family. No, scratch that. 7. What is my problem with basic math tonight? I honestly don't know. I've got alot on my mind or something. Anyway. I do know that this beats my previous record of I-don't-even-know which I probably achieved during a holiday or a group visit in Ohio. Everyone is various degrees of doing fine so that's lovely. Shit, I just remembered I have to write a postcard. And mail it. Soon. I'll probably do the writing of it tonight. Yeah.

I'm not sure what to say about anything else. I'm exhausted. I think I'm going to focus all of my energy on work and sleep and to hell with everything else. I am never going to unpack the boxes in this apartment. I realize that now. I've actually known that all along but I at least maintained some hope of proving myself wrong. I really don't care about keeping up appearances anymore. I don't have anything to prove to myself. I don't care either way and I already have everything I need so whatever. I've made a good deal more effort at it than I ever expected so... that's something. Maybe I'll commit Saturday to that. I don't think I'm going anywhere. I just don't feel like being social unless someone is paying me to be. I lack that sort of motivation at the moment.

Also, I hate the color blue today. I really do.